My ivf experience in June 2013

 I want to share my ivf experience, after 1 month of lucrin jabs, I started my puregon jab In June.
After ET, I was having brown spotting on d11p2dt and went to took a BT which is bfn. On d12p2dt, I start to bleed n I think my mense is here since BT also bfn. I called up kkivf and was told I can stop medication. So I accepted my fate and enjoyed my forbidden food which I have avoid during ivf journey. Spicy food, coffee, Tibit. D14p2dt, I started pass out 1 large clot (half size of 2$ notes n 2 small 20c clots). I was bleeding heavily and lasted 1 wk. I went back to work. I know it game over n didn't go for d18 BT. On 22dp2dt, I start to spot n then bleed again. I m thinking why m I having 2nd mense in 1 month? I took a hpt n it show bfp!? I was in shocked and I took another 4 hpt to ensure not false positive n all came out bfp!? I got worried that is another miscarriage n I went to o&g for BT . I was still bleeding n My hcg is 209.5. I was told to cont my progesterone support n go back for 2nd BT. Hcg drop 167. Dr couldn't find sac n told I have miscarriage...

I tot my ivf had really ended this time, but it did not. I was told to have a natural miscarriage. To let the clots pass out by it self since I was already bleeding. Dr said my bleeding will stop in 1-2 weeks time and then do a hpt to ensure it negative. After 1 week, I test on a hpt and result - bfp? I thought there still left over hcg in my body so I waited to test in another few days. 4 days later tested - still bfp? I still have spotting & bleeding all this while.. I called up hospital. The nurse told me to go down for a BT again. In my heart I was thinking if BT result negative it will be a joke. Since I am working, I went down next day. My BT was 690+. Gosh.. Dr perform another u/s on me. It show a mass on my left tube.. Meaning my pregnancy was  at my left tube.. Dr told me was ectopic and want immediate surgery . I was almost 8 weeks that day. I ask for alternative. He said my tube was abit damage & leaking blood internally. I said I need to consider and went off. I went to seek 2 nd opinion. The dr told me the same thing. Surgery was the best option for me. So I went for surgery the next day.

Abit about me

I have started my frozen embryo transfer cycle this month. I want to document my (苦于乐）during my ttc journey. So far in these 3 years, there is more 苦 than 乐...
 I am a sahw (stay at home wife). No kid at the moment and had quit my job recently to try for one. Hopefully thinking that without my previous jobscope I will be less stressful and may conceive soon.
My Medical history:
2011: 4 cycles clomid - bfn
2012: 2 cycles letrozole - bfn
2012 - 2013: 2 SOIUI, puregon 50iu - bfn
2013 apr: laparoscopy, remove choc cyst & suspect endo?
2013 jun: 1 ivf, puregon 300iu ended ectopic pregnancy, left tube remove
2013 nov: FET - bfp pls!!! (I hope this list will end in nov with my successful fet.)

I have been reading books about fertility, ivf, baby parenting, feng shui in fertility and even horoscope for 2014. Hoping to see if god will give me hint that I will preggy soon. I had tried opk, bbt and tracking mucus before I embarked my assisted conception program. I m obsess about getting pregnant and my life seem to move on slowly.